He is on my side(:

its amazing how time flies and how so much has change im just glad im at peace with it all.

peace.

for the many troubled people who asked me questions i just couldnt answer.

recently so many of my friends are facing problems about relationships and everyone's been asking me or sharing their problems with me. so i guess this is one of those things i know i can share with them. something ive learnt from camp and something i learnt from B,J,D and L.

there will come a time where He takes away the things we want most because He wants us to surrender it to Him. and if we think that the pain we feel is so great because He removes what we want more than HIM. then i beg you to think back to that faithful day where God forsake His own SON for someone such as us. no PAIN was greater. surrendering what we want most will hurt, but take comfort in knowing that God, the big guy up there has a greater MORE perfect plan for us. and in that plan He would definitely have wrote in someone for you to share this journey with. at the end of the day, prayers will be answered and there will be joy in our hearts.

HOWEVER Gods love isnt a transactional love. you dont do something and expect God to do something back for you. you dont go to church and expect that you are save. you dont just say that you believe in him, or just become a Christian because you are afraid of HELL. because thats just not how it works. Gods love is so much greater and His mercy are never ceasing. but you need to go to him with the right heart.

the best example i can give is what a friend shared during camp

" EVEN IF YOU ARE IN HELL AT THE END OF THE DAY, YOU HAVE TO BEND THE KNEE BECAUSE TRULY HE IS WORTHY, NO ONE ELSE IS MORE WORTHY TO BE PRAISED THAN HIM!''

to CHARMMY DEAREST.

life struggles are given to us not to beat us down and be trampled over. but to build us up and to prepare us for the future. things may be tough and you may feel like giving up but the fact of the matter is. you shouldnt. trust in the maker who made you, you, and trust that He will deliver you through it all. He will never leave you in times of trouble He will never let you face uncertainties alone. but instead He will hold your hand and walk you through them. trust in the Lord and know that with every difficulty you face He has had worst. our little problems cannot compare to the pain and suffering he went through for us. and by that alone rmb that He loves you. He loves you thats why He has obstacles for you. NEVER lose sight of God and pray, pray to Him.

So I say to you: Ask and it will be given to you; seek and you will find; knock and the door will be opened to you.

Luke 11:9

HE WILL NEVER DESERT YOU!

have faith.

EVERYTHING IS IN HIS HANDS AND EVERYTHING WAS PERFECTLY PLANNED BY HIM.

so firstly im back from camp, and im so thankful for all the lessons that i've learnt. secondly im really happy with all the fellowship that we had with each other. proud of the younger ones bonding together as well. ahaha its really a good thing. it feels nice to watch them all bond together as well.

lots of personal problems but its okay, B, D, J and L . we're all facing problems and we're all praying for each other and i guess we're just thankful we have each other. everyone's maturing and growing in the Lord, providing comfort and a helping hand when needed. its a comfort i dont think i'll ever know how to express. hahah but it is a good feeling(:

quiet time everyday seems to be more and more comforting.

WAS IN SCHOOL TODAY TRYING ON GRAD ROBES! i swear i couldnt stop saying "GRADUATE LIAO! GRADUATE LIAO!" hahha the mates thought i was nutty but it really is a DAMN good feeling! HAHAH definitely going to miss the peeps, but we're stay in touch. we have too. HAHAH i love them too much to just MOVE on without them.

YES YANA AND AMEERA IM TALKING ABOUT YOU! HAHAH

girl bonding time with them rocks.

who can i ask to play for me, right now i can think of amos which is kinda weird considering i dont talk to him much. but maybe i shld make an offer! hahaha

He is the Almighty.

WHO WOULD HAVE GUESSED?

taken from one of my post in 2009

in this fast pace world, where its a dog eat dog world. to strive for excellenc and survival is hard to kick out of one's system. the mindset to do what you want instead of what's right. we question ourselves. are the choices we make and the decision chosen, what we want or whats right. how do you tell what's right anymore?

wisdom tooth!

my mouth hurts, my mouth hurts, my mouth hurts. my mouth hurts, my mouth hurts, my mouth hurts.

my mouth hurts)):

WISDOM EXTRACTION IS NOT FUN, NOT FUN AT ALL.

WHEN WILL THE BLEEDING STOP):

PAIN):

MARINA BARRAGE - VIVO CITY((:

IT WAS PRINCESS ESTHER'S BIRTHDAY(:

ALL THE PEOPLE PRESENT!!

JOHNSON

HAOXIN

RYAN

ME

AMEERA

ILYANA

LOUIS

JASSHIMA

AND THE PRINCESS((:

WE WENT KITE FLYING!!

heh pretty kites!!

talk about pretty people! check them out! HAHAHAH

of course a photo with the birthday girl!! i just dont understand why i tilted my head up! LIKE SPASTIC LIKE THAT! HAHAHAH

i love this girl! hahaha my other half! hehheh! plus THE FIRST PHOTO THAT I TOOK BY MYSELF! PROUDDDD((: but then again i dont want to take too much, later become some zilian person. EWWW SO GROSS. hahah

BEST PICTURE EVER!! WE ALL LOOK SO GOOD. KUDOUS TO LOUIS, you did a good job, us girls we will not rape you! hahaha

hahah boys plus yana! hahah always trying to do some modelling boyband shot! tsk tsk!

and of course my class boys are just SOOOO 'AIMEI' YOU KNOW! ahahah always acting cool and acting cute! hahah always trying to go 'prawning' tsk tstk,

seriously johnson, you really can make a modelling portfolio with all these photos that we have of you! its like a back up career plan for you! johnson the model! hahahah

ryan.... i have nothing to say about ryan! HAHAHAHAHA

AND HOW CAN I FORGET THE PRETTY AND SUPER PHOTOGENIC DARLING OF MINE! AMEERA! hahah

she is single and available!

hahah whoops, dont kill me ameera!!!

AWESOME TIME WITH THE PEEPS TODAY, I HOPE THERES MORE TO COME(:

and YES, I AM trying to sell you AMEERA(:

peace(:

MAYBE IF I CROSS MY FINGERS.

somethings been bothering me, ive been outcasting alot of people who are in my life. and i donno why i do that. i like having friends, i like having people to hang out with. i just dont want to talk to people now. I AM SUCH A CONTRADICTION. sighhh.. it is a problem right now. i made it a problem. acting like a total bitch to the people who care about me.

whatever it is that is bothering me, i need to get it out of my system and i need to get it out now.

kits flying tmr, hope for the best.

superCUTE BOYS(:

ENOUGH TO MAKE ME SMILE.